If I had the body of a redhead green-eyed muscular smooth tanned white boy, I would ride a much bigger and wider dildo: at least 30 inches long by 4 inches wide, full of white female estrogen hormones. I would swallow it all the way inside of me until it almost reaches my mouth, and my male anus is stretched to the limit. I would then wear the whole huge thing all day long everywhere I go (work, beach, school, etc) to feed me from my male anus instead than from my mouth, and excite me knowing that an enormous thing is girlifying me from the inside of me. Meanwhile, my body would absorb those white female estrogen hormones to give me feminine features: such as a nice round bubble butt and a girlish waist to show off at the beach in a tiny neon green y string with a huge bulge. That would be fantastic