disciplinater

Our site with Alina: alinanightsky com
Hi there! I am cryptomainer from eastern Europe. My business goes far away from my expectations, so as an abuser I need compensate it with sadistic treatment of smbd. It's good when this somebody is your slave.
I have wide expirience in Domination, Abuse, Sadism. I'd being living with bottom woman for 7 years, but she escaped from me a few years ago, she couldn't receive my abuse any more, but despite it we are still on contact as friends. I enjoy psy domination, gaslighting and causing pain. But I am not a completle sadist, I take pleasure when a partner does too, but in some moments I like when it gets pain and frustration. Pain, humiliation. shame, horror, frustration, restrictions both phisical and psycological, nervous system overload, abuse, submission can multiply women sexual pleasure and even to cause it. I am sure all the women partly subs and partly whores, so I should just help them discover it in ther minds and bodies. Only submissive pain whores can feel level of pleasure that no one else can. It's a part of pain-whore's defensive mechanism - flooding a sub-slut’s blood with natural euphorics and anaesthetics.
Also I am into sissyfication of feminine boys, becouse among them you often find pain-whores. Theirs super sluttiness can turn a boy into a girl even without HRT, with extra hormones their whoreness rises to the level of lustful animals.
My current slave Alina is one of them. When I met her she was just a rude femboy without woman skills. She is transgender and decided on transition? when was a teenager, byet still looked like a cross-dresser. She did not understand that a boy’s body looks gay, not female. She still has problems with voice but it's ok, it's not a point you can fix fast. She will spend years on this problem and I control her to solve this issue. Her movements are sometimes unfeminine, yet she improves constantly.
A huge problem was that the whore is very dumb and refused to listen, clinging to “principles” from sissy hypno videos. One of them: she thought she must become dumber and dumber. Wtf? Fine if a sub is not Einstein, but when a slut cannot shop, remember simple tasks or use the multiplication table — that is too much.I spent a lot of my own nervous energy changing her mind about such degradation; even now I am not sure she agrees or only says what I want to hear. Another problem: the slut is liar. She lied even in questions that much easier not to lie. But no, stupit cunt lied, got caught, yet kept insisting like a dump sheep it's not a lie without any arguments. I faced with abuse of stupidity toward me - rude and brutal.
Those training videos (apparently for cuckolds) told her she must never cum again. Wtf? Why? The stupid whore ruined her orgasm mechanism and sperm production almost to zero. She had not cum for half a year and tortured her testicles with an almost permanent small metal chastity. Ok, I also like chastity, but not to take orgasm off. Chastity is a good tool for cumuliation of sexual energy and lust. I think if I didn't meet her, she'd lost her orgasm. It would be the most stupid what you can do to a pain whore - take off her orgasm. Orgasm is a very effective method of training, it gives motivation, our nerveous system needs orgasm at least once a week, usually more. So now we return her ability to cum and only after we will start orgasm denial. Yeah, the slut harms herself much worse than any sadist can do to her. She is careless and demages her body. For now her body is my property. I don't like when someone damages my fucking property. So as you see the stupid whore made not the best decisions in her sissy life. For now I take decisions for her, for Alina it's much easier to live when someone helps her with it. With taking decisions.
But one decision was excellent: becoming a sissy. She began feminising before we met. She is a truly beautiful girl with a very girlish pretty face and perfect tits. I like her body. Her body is not a boy’s — it is a teenage girl’s.
Alina liked BDSM and domination, but it was like a game for the stupid optimistic tart. She always expected to escape when uncomfortable. I made escape impossible.
I filmed her sucking my dick. Cameras were hidden in books, she noticed a broken laptop but never expected books. While wearing lipstick she said very naughty, humiliating things. When I showed her the video, she was upset but excited. I saw in her eyes that she scared but part of her wanted it. Wanted to be blackmailed and enforsed. I got her. I said I would show the video to parents and friends. She agreed to do whatever I demand.
And I asked her to became a slave. Also I promised to plunge her deeper into debauchery and lust as she wanted before, but as retribution I want her slavery and her self-development. Yep, self-development. In any direction she chooses. But still she wastes time. But I am patient. And I am waiting on the stupid cunt.
Perhaps this is only justification for my abusive sadistic mind. Like ok, I harm her, make her cry, feel pain, abuse her, but I make her better. He-he :) We will see, who knows. But I think it's even does not matter. The only standard is the result. So does not matter what caused me push on her and abuse to start her self-development.
After the first hidden-camera video I pressed harder. We made a second compromising video in which she begs me to take her as slave and use pain and force while training her. The second video is the most humiliating video ever: piss drinking, deepthroating, face slapping, enslavement, body writing, verbal abuse. After it no one will believe I blackmail her. She loves it — look at her face in the video.